back to arena...*sigh*

its been a year since d last time used to write blog, those were d days mase zaman anak2 dare..kehkeh...what made me changed my mood suddenly started to write again? haih..got a few reasons la;

~~ d last time i wrote, mase tu i was horrifiedly tunggang terbalik planned for the wedding! dat was a year back!! since then,i totally devastated*yeke??* , n sort of merajuk with blogging..haha..xdela, its all about time, actually..

after tying d knots,i found myself tried hardly to adapt myself and compact myself semuat2nye n selesa2 nye into d marriage world. those earliest days of marriage, i totally forgot about blogging,facebooking,frenstering sume2la..i was so busy 'amending' myself, haha..excited tggu hubby balik keje, pakai lawa2, n excitedly cooked sooo many dishes d whole day! haha..dat was obviously tade keje...yela, skool oliday, so my only focus is housewifering all the time..

~~but those were d days mase mule2 kawin! after one month, if i'm not mistaken, plus minus one mth, i found myself a bit tired.if before dis, excited gler nak masak itu ini, nk tggu hubby balik, dat one day, i became totally malasss..i slept d whole day, didnt hv appetite to eat, n sometimes i feel dizzy...it continously happened for one week..my hubby saw d changes in me, but i wasn't..i only found out that i was actually becoming a mum, when i missed my 2nd menstruation period after married! my hubby forced me to go for a check up *thou i refused to do so* tp last2 kena pegi gak,sbb kena bebel..heee...d feeling was ...ntahla,x dpt nak kate, extremely happy plus a big shock plus terharu some more...d moment d doc called my hubby n told us that i'm pregnant, he was obviously shocked, n nearly cried! hehe..sorry abg! a disclosure yg jahat!* haha..otw back, hubby sgt2 heppi n keep kissing my hands while saying thank u,thousand times...! from that day now on, with all d morning sickness, moodswing sume segale, i dun hv mood to even surf the net!! huhu.....

what made i back to write??? gonna tell u later..gotta go to class..till we meet again,daaaaa